This time, I’ll be the one to hurt you, make sure I lose connections with you and have you cry at night. I won’t be the one in pain, i won’t be the one losing sleep, and ultimately, I won’t be the one to get hurt anymore. Let’s see how much of this you can take because when you did it to me, I took so much of it. You don’t realize how much it hurts till you experience it.
(Source: euniceepark)
I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I’m acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstation games and then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear me laugh. He’d play with my hair all the time and surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could share lollipops with and lay on a blanket with to count stars. We’d buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other and squirt water guns at each other in the house. But mostly, someone who would be my best friend and would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile.
Why can’t we be neighbors? That way we can go to our windows. We could just secretly see each other every night. I would write you silly notes for you to read. I would buy is walkie talkies just to make it seem more fun. I would sneak out with you so we can watch the night sky together. We could have dinner together. We can take turns sleeping over. I would write you a letter and climb through your window and put it next to you to wake up to in the morning. Man, if only, if only.
(Source: passiondiaries)
